The locked door 1-26-10

In this dream that I also had very vivid moments. I remember only fragments at this point. I remember looking for Ryan. I carried a blanket with me everywhere. I held it to my chest trying to get a hold of Ryan. Eventually I wound up in the Grand Ave area walking out of a door where I saw him. We were almost in front of some fort of mall or coffee shop. I tried walking closer to him and every time I got close I tried to hug him. He wouldn't let me hug him, he kept backing up. I asked him why he wouldn't hug me and he explained that I needed to ask to hug him. "Every time?" I asked, and he nodded his head with a stern look. Eventually we wound up on the floor of my room with drawings on our hands. All I could see was out hands with little faces on them singing to each each other. I remember strange lyrics such as "If you want to see love, look in a book" it reminded me of a something from an anime. As the song played I heard my name being called by my 5 year old sister. I didn't reply. The song slowly tapered off and I still heard my name being called. I saw that beneath mt door I could see Morgan's little white sparkling shoes as she yelled for me. I awoke from that dream yelling her name.