Who knew?

Lyrics hold my heart in a headlock as my minds eye opens to that horrid time of life
you were my friend,
i wish i could still say that
you were there for me,
i wish i could say that
you were by my side.
ill never say that again.
I wont lie, as a friend i would still be happy in your life.
id be happier if i was your love.
i was promised forever,
and i believed it.
everyone else said 3 years from now youd be long gone.
but your words always found a way to shine through it all.
I remember i sat with you once, i remember i smiled with you once.
I remember i kissed you once.
Afraid of the out come,
and you smiled.
That day we sat on the side of this wretched building and talked about what if's, and dreams.
Things were wrong things were right.
You hugged me on my celebration.
You talked to me about how i was something i never thought i could be.
You talked.
I remember staring into your eyes at times, and thinking of everything that could ever become our future.
And then it was that time.
Good bye good bye
we"ll see each other soon, we have to.
"You were one of my best friends while i was here"
you said it.
Regardless of the past i believed you.
And look where i am now.
sitting here in the same old decreped building.
Morning your lack of attendance in my life.
And where are you
drinking
planning on children
smoking
diying.
Who knew?